Well the energy has certainly been "heavy" in the lead up to the new moon.Very still and quite. If you fought it and kept going ( as you do) it may still be in play now. I gave myself permission in the dark of the moon..to do absolutely nothing. I stayed in and sat quietly, it was a PJ day. It was a
don't think" day.
We normally fight these kind of days. I think its because we are so used to being "on " all the time. Letting go and switching off is one of the hardest and uncomfortable things to do. Why do we feel we need to fill in the gaps, so to speak ?
It's ok to just be ~ new Mantra :)
If you feel it , try and honour it. I know its hard with work/family/friends and the 21st century lifestyle.
But in giving yourself a break, without the guilt associated to be" doing" all the time. You just might find a knowing or gain a little insight as to where you're at.
Since the new moon I have been bouncing off the walls. All weekend I cooked (the stores are full,for now) and cleaned ( well that shit never ends) .
I think that had something to do with the coming of winter as well. It was our first day of Winter in the Southern Hemisphere yesterday. Preparing the nest, for short days and the weakening sunlight. Making ready the cave.
Today I just wanna "be" again. So off to do "nothing" and feel bloody Fabulous about it!