I Just recently saw a Psychic medium. It was a Fabulous Reading too. Unbeknownst to her I had been Journeying the previous night in sacred space with a trusted friend. And saw a gaping hole in my solar plexus. Attached at the other end by a toxic relationship. The cords looked like a tree trunk. I was gobsmacked.
1 .That I had let it happen. 2 I gave my power away
I had been able to see this for other people, but never really for myself. What I saw was a big wake up call. The Fact that the Psychic saw it too, was more confirmation for me. In all her years , she had never seen anything like it, she exclaimed! In all my years I’d never seen anything like it either! Epic is a word that comes to mind. Imagine The Imagery of what basically looked like tree trunk going through my stomach..yeah Epic!
I did some healing around it and forgave the person and myself.
But I had done it. I gave my power away to a person that obviously feeds off it. I had let them feed off me. WTF was I thinking? It took 2 years for the realisation of this to come to a head. I am not blaming it all on this person. I have to take responsibility for my own actions as well. Tinged with anger and a sadness..this goes back eons..can anyone say past life?
Fear and control issues make people do silly things. Either consciously or unconsciously . I got a universal slap in the head..Pay attention!
I had been hearing the words in my head”take your power back” hmmm I’m a bit slow. Since I have, my creative force has returned 3 fold. My doubts have vanished, and I feel clear and present. Its quite obvious that the solar is the powerhouse of confidence, shine and creative force. Never let anyone take it. Lesson learned