Mystic Medusa writes :
"Lilith in Scorpio is coming! Nine months of Lilith in the mysterious realm of the Scorpion-Phoenix. It’s easy to imagine the fierce and uncompromising nature of this Lady-Mars being brilliantly aligned with Scorpionic values.
May 22 is when the original Bitch Goddess & biblical shit-stirrer (the first wife of Adam, no less) glides into Scorpio.
If you are already feeling some rebel-witch urges, this will up the ante big time. It’s major Witch Vibe"
Whoah ! Yep , who is feeling it ? All last week I was burning in a good way, my rebel and fuck off mode was activated.
I also read somewhere that there is 4 retrograde's going on too. The article I read said there was 5 th retrograde coming up. (I can't remember where I read it,because would have shared a link to it)
My head just exploded ! I love astrology and probably know enough of it to save myself, however it truly is one of those things you need to study to understand it in it's complexity.
All I know is when shit's going down cosmically I have a tendency to feel it, most of us do in the collective.
I had my shamanic astrology done last year with Mikailiah:
"Lilith’s three-fold initiation journey through. Her astrological placements ~ Lilith Asteroid, DM Lilith & Black Moon vortex. Your personal Lilith story through the Hebraic Myth".
My goddess it explained so much and allowed me a insight and deep understanding of Lilith's placement in my chart. Deathworker, comfortable in the dark, walks with the goddess .
Mikailiah is amazing and I highly recommend her.
Lilith has been around all month in hindsight
3 witches gathered on 9 th April to hold a circle
Julia from Sacred Familiar http://sacredfamiliar.com/
Kylie from Sonic butterfly https://www.facebook.com/SonicButterfly1/?fref=ts
And me :)
The purpose was to :
"Sing Home the Ghosted Sister
Swan Blessing Ancestral Dreaming and Medicine Doll Circle
Ceremony and Sound Bath
A ceremony for the lost or forgotten women in our families
Honouring the rebels and the wild women of our lineages
Ancestral dreaming, storytelling, medicine doll making"
The women came and it was beautiful: Kylies music and sound bath was extraordinary.
Nothing was taboo, we were in our natural state of wildness, honouring the bloodline of our fearless Grandmothers, Mothers, Aunties, Sisters and Children ( born and those yet to come)
It's always a Honour to sit with Sisters.
And to hold space with Julia, whom I adore, was extra special.She definitely is my sister from another mother. We have been friends for years and as she so eloquently puts it "can't out weird one another" True fucking Aquarian vibes there ♥
Julia has been holding circles for years: She is a teacher, tarot weaver, Water witch, Writer,Storyteller,Works with the Ancestors, Singer of the bones, calling them to rest. Journey woman, unbinder of past vows. Star woman , doll maker, forest woman and so much more to me.
Yes our Lilith is strong , but surrounded by sisters, the bitch -witch, rebel is covered and sorted in the best way ♥
The start of the film clip below , Genesis by Grimes: reminds me so much of Lilith. In the desert ,then rising from the water .
"I woke up this morning with the sundown shining in
I found my mind in a brown paper bag but then
I tripped on a cloud and fell-a eight miles high
I tore my mind on a jagged sky
I just dropped in to see what condition my condition was in
Yeah, yeah, oh-yeah, what condition my condition was in
I pushed my soul in a deep dark hole and then I followed it in
I watched myself crawling out as I was a-crawling in
I got up so tight I couldn't unwind
I saw so much I broke my mind
I just dropped in to see what condition my condition was in"
That song has been on repeat all week ! I reckon I nearly broke the button. So after a couple of days with it on my lips as I went to sleep and on them when I awoke . I started asking why ?
What condition am I in?
Holding the mirror up, I didn't like what I saw.
I saw a gaping hole and a disconnection.
I was disconnected from the land, that teaches so much. From spirit that has much to say.
As I returned back to my natural state in the wildness:
No computer, No phone. No power
Drumming and star watching.
Best fucking healing one could ask for.
I felt myself return like a wildfire. My strength, my heart.
As I walked the land, the animal bones pierced my feet, eagle's flew overhead and the creatures of the land came out to play.
A perfect miniature tree with roots,burned by the fires, perfectly preserved to remind that even through burning, we can survive intact.
We may carry scars, but that just add's to the beauty of our wild hearts.
We all have to "drop In" and check our shit from time to time.
I think the key is not to let it go too long , before you do. If you feel a imbalance that's usually the place to start. Find your heart, It may not be in nature. It's anything that makes you feel good ♥