I think the the more time you spend with Mother Nature , the more wild,free and untameable you become. Shit drops away and for me personally :it's raw and beautiful.
It's you and the elements and whatever labels you have imposed on yourself : real or imagined it doesn't matter.
I have lost the need to label everything .... always detested the labelling anyhow.
The more I practise that I know nothing and that's ok , the clearer things become.
Neat and tidy compartmentalising has never been one of my strong suits -sometimes (only sometimes) I wanted neat and tidy.
I thought it would make life easier. But I found it restricted me to the point of suffocation and I couldn't breathe.
It felt like my whole being was restricted by a label or a fence built by me or the masses of what's acceptable.
I know I don't fit and that's ok.
By that I mean by self imposed labels or ideas of what I should be.
I am all of these things and so much more and so much less
We are all so much more and so much less
"Let me be by myself in the evenin' breeze
And listen to the murmur of the cottonwood trees
Send me off forever but I ask you please
Don't fence me in"