"So I cut off my hair and I rode straight away
For the wild unknown country where I could not go wrong"
*Bob Dylan ~Isis
Feeling the pull of the wild,been tame for too long :)
Bob called me back ♥
When I feel the imbalance of "being tame" because it's totally not my natural state. I get aggressive, annoying and melancholy. The wildness in my heart strives to break free and I try to contain her at times. Why?
Why do we not honour our natural state? It's a interesting question! I think its all about honesty, I'm not taking about being a ass hole and having no respect for anyone or anything. The wildness I speak about is being true to oneself, to honour your own light and darkness. To respect the wildness that is inherent and lives deep in the cellular memory , To speak your truth lovingly, being clear and present with no intent to harm or hurt others. Very powerful true wildness is,by being "Tame" we dull ourselves down for the sake of others, we are not clear and send mixed messages and ultimately deny our truth.
We recognise that untameable,freeness,lightness of being and it either terrifies or fascinates.
Some may have forgotten the wildness from long ago. Some may try to control it and repress it. Some are scared of what people will think. Some fight it tooth and nail. Some hear the call but deny it.
My wild heart calls to you to be wild and not contain your own wild heart.
O my ...sleep ! I have been sleeping hard core! Any one else feeling this ?I don't feel like I need it, but my body has other ideas . Slept 5 hours yesterday..I never, (well hardly ever) sleep during the day any more, went to back to bed at 11 ish and slept all night. The intense dreaming was a lovely side effect of all this sleeping.
I am bit pissed off ,as wanted to be out in the SUN ! Hail and welcome that shit! It's been a long,hard winter and spring has finally announced that she is ready to come to the party :) Chuck in the intense dark moon and the new moon eclipse today ( this arvo in Oz ) I believe ...yep Epicness is going down! I'm not a astrologer on any level, but the planetary world is going off.
The skulls have been in my dreaming, after I had what could only be described as a healing during my sleeping hours...This has happened before and when it does I am aware that I am having a dream within a dream.
My body was vibrating and I was being asked to release from within. I was like what the fuck? Then just went with it ,as you do! Hardcore healing, not pretty. Lot's of fears an insane worries, that are really ridiculous came to the surface, to show me that if I allow them to, they will have power over me. I did a lot of releasing in that healing and felt it as soon as I woke up.
The skulls then appeared , 2 of them rising out of a lake. More skull's coming my way I feel ♥ Excited about that!
I think the whole experience,has been about honouring what you need. For once I didn't fight it and allowed it to happen.
A lot of the time, we get in our own way and block what we feel or feel guilt about taking time out. It's such a switched on world we live in. Sometimes ya gotta unplug and just relax.
Big message :
Take the time for yourself and allow your innate knowing guide you.
See you in the Twilight
Where dreams and reality collide
Beneath the veil,as she lifts
to things unseen
That magic place
where dreams begin.
In the dark that knows your soul
Twilight the in between.