Calling You

​Hail and welcome 2017
 
 
So how has the new year treated you thus far?
 
It’s been a bit of a mixed bag hasn’t it?
 
 
I started out with a bang, saw the amazing Nick cave and Bad seeds
 
Celebrated the Chinese new year in the city and found my badass self with the Transformers (Bumble bee & Optimus prime)  Ya know saving the universe and shit  :) 
 
I think I peaked too early
 
 
2016 lessons were lingering and I needed to follow that shadow down the rabbit hole
 
Sometimes when your floundering around looking for answers to life’s problems/questions
 
It can hit you in unexpected ways.
 
I put it out to the universe many years ago to let me see, to always find the hidden, and I forgot.
To always see the divine, to see the joy in life and I forgot
 
To honor the freedom that’s my birthright and I forgot
 
To see the love and the connections and I forgot
 
To remember my past, present and future and I forgot
 
To unbind the fears and shackles of the past and live in the moment and I forgot
 
To always find it within and I forgot
 
 
Through the joy of that epic day mentioned above, the remembering came flooding back.
 
 
 
Restless, pissed off and uninspired
 
I grabbed the bull by the horns and rode that motherfucker into the darkness
 
It’s always where I find the light, always
 
We all have treasures hidden in our darkness
 
My darkness propels me forward to the light 
 
The remembering
 
 I relinquished my control in the darkness
 
I hear my voice calling me and all my gifts
 
The good, the bad and ugly
 
To anyone feeling the same
 
Hear your voice in the dark
 
Rock on 
 
"When you light a candle, you also cast a shadow".
— Ursula K. Le Guin