Queendom

Hola ! How is everyone travelling?

It’s getting to the pointy end of the year : Christmas  just around the corner, people brains are flicking the switch to go into holiday mode.It’s heating up and we are thinking about lazy days  of doing whatever we want.

 It' s sorta become a ritual of mine, to think back on the year that was, around this time.

Half the time I’m gob smacked the wheel has turned towards the sun again. It only feels like yesterday that we celebrated the new year.
 
Reflecting on themes throughout the year and what I’ve learnt :what I sucked at, what worked , what didn’t   and what I can put in my medicine bag for future reference.
 
Trust me , I am constantly learning through my shadow and light and notice ( when I pay attention) to what’s being taught.
 
Lately it’s been about humility or being humble
 
There is a fine line in being a complete asshole or being humble to a fault.  I spin somewhere between the two , asshole one day, humble the next .
 
Situations have arisen, where my humility is tested…do I eat the humble pie and quietly say to myself......hmm  
 
 I don’t tell people half the shit I can do or my achievement’s because I’m a humble motherfucker ( see that , bravo ego fuckingbravo )
 
I guess it’s all about perception, if you are  confident in your  abilities ,you usually don’t feel the need to tell anyone that will listen. However, its truly a fine line in dumbing yourself down to make people feel comfortable. Hands up , how many times have you done that ?  That shit has got to stop.
 
So yeah trying to work out the middle line
Asshole vs too Humble
 
Sometimes ya  just gotta own how innately powerful you are, acknowledge your achievements and remind people of  who they are fucking with, without being a dick....
 
Always be the queen , that you are 
 
Rock on
 
Bec

Video of PJ Harvey in her  full  powerful mojo <3