I Just recently saw a Psychic medium. It was a Fabulous Reading too. Unbeknownst to her I had been Journeying the previous night in sacred space with a trusted friend. And saw a gaping hole in my solar plexus. Attached at the other end by a toxic relationship. The cords looked like a tree trunk. I was gobsmacked.
1 .That I had let it happen. 2 I gave my power away
I had been able to see this for other people, but never really for myself. What I saw was a big wake up call. The Fact that the Psychic saw it too, was more confirmation for me. In all her years , she had never seen anything like it, she exclaimed! In all my years I’d never seen anything like it either! Epic is a word that comes to mind. Imagine The Imagery of what basically looked like tree trunk going through my stomach..yeah Epic!
I did some healing around it and forgave the person and myself.
But I had done it. I gave my power away to a person that obviously feeds off it. I had let them feed off me. WTF was I thinking? It took 2 years for the realisation of this to come to a head. I am not blaming it all on this person. I have to take responsibility for my own actions as well. Tinged with anger and a sadness..this goes back eons..can anyone say past life?
Fear and control issues make people do silly things. Either consciously or unconsciously . I got a universal slap in the head..Pay attention!
I had been hearing the words in my head”take your power back” hmmm I’m a bit slow. Since I have, my creative force has returned 3 fold. My doubts have vanished, and I feel clear and present. Its quite obvious that the solar is the powerhouse of confidence, shine and creative force. Never let anyone take it. Lesson learned
Why are we afraid to SHINE?
Do we think that people will go "what a wanka"?
Is it fear of judgment that dulls us down ?
There is nothing as beautiful as person who is walking and speaking their own truth, not someone else's.
As children we shone like the sun. We were ourselves..we had no fear, we learned it as we got older.
We remembered how unique and yet still connected to all ,that we were.
The wonderment and awe. Reconnect back to that, and SHINE.
Shits getting real now..time to stop hiding the truly beautiful light that we all emit.
Time to shine, Don't dull yourself down.
Be yourself always and beyond. Take the veils off and rock that shit ♥