Time keeps on slipping into the future……
How do you know you are doing what you are meant to be doing? Does fate step in and lend a hand? Or do you decide? Or is a little bit of both?
DESTINY : don’t you love that word. ?? I have a love/ hate relationship with it!
On one hand I believe in it and on the other hand..it can go fuck itself .
Being a Healer or in the healing industry : destiny does funny things to you. Either its busy~ busy or bust.
Not many can live on a income made by healing's and readings ( I say not many, because some do and do it well)
Most substitute with a primary job a couple of days a week or look into other avenues to make a small living.
Not to mention , when people want to see you and your not up to it. That’s a hard one because you want to help.
I've learnt to trust when I'm not firing on all cylinders to say no, because it would be crap anyway and not worth it to either party. It’s a fine line to walk.
As healers, we gotta be pretty centred to do the work we do.We need to look out for ourselves on the etheric and physical planes as well as we do for others.
So when I'm not busy doing healing,readings or nursing I have started to recognise that I'm doing major work on myself.
In these times I am cosmic baby! The astral is going off. For the past week every night I am dreaming about mass healings.
I reckon I have seen over 100’s of people for healings, I'm just doing it, rocking it in the dream Astral Realm.
Removing attachments, healing under trees and outside in nature.
Usui (founder of Reiki) payed me a visit. He was overseeing the healings under the tree. He showed me new symbols.
Goddess no wonder I'm exhausted!
So in conclusion, it doesn't matter whether you are busy on the physical at the moment.
I think you have to take the quite moments as a growing and evolving and give yourself a break. Yes we all need money to live and that is where we probably fight the most with ourselves, particularly when our services are slow.
Issues of life path/Destiny come in, questioning and you really have to believe in yourself around these times and what’s being shown to you.
I am being shown so much and learning more about who I am and what I can do.
I have given up trying to work it out. But I am at peace with it. I'm where I am supposed to be, that’s when destiny is my friend and I love her.
When we are not at peace and I try to force it. That’s when she can go fuck herself.
Have Faith, Have Patience and most of all believe in all that you are.
You will always come back to you; your soul knows it, even if you don’t